The Quiet Before the Storm

I am so thankful to those of you have supported me in the last couple of days.

I feel the huge quiet before the storm. It is in this time that it is so easy to lose faith and jump to doubtful conclusions. You start thinking about quitting, about taking the lesser option, about moving out of the country and quitting everything!

But there are a few of you who look at me freaking out, jumping around, having back spasms and face spasms, and just calmly say "It's ok Jess, I know you can.".

These are not always shown in words, but in gestures big and small. 

I appreciate everyone of you. Even just for reading this blog.